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this is gonna be the longest post ever bcos this post consist of 4days of my life ((: && its the BESTEST days of my life xDDDD
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18 12 06
went for redcross 's AOP. siannsss` hope tht will be THE LAST & FINAL AOP for the rest of redcross days (x thn left early bcos got bbq at night ((x thn went home . upload songs in mp3 . was bloody fedup bcos i dont kknw whad happen my songs all frm window player bcome iTunes . im so bloody fedup & scolded the comp =[[ thn mommy was like oh-my-gdness-whad-happen-to-her ? hahah . LOL !. thn derrick miss called me . thn called baq . ask me go dwn point in 15mins. dots . whr got time sia !. hahah . lol . thn son say 1/2 hr . teehee (x thn bathe & headed to point . thn they at allea -.- hahah . thn took escal up . hahha . lol . thn woomaoo scold me ): hahah . thn cabbed dwn to parklane. thn no cabb wann us bcos got 5ppl . finally !. thank GOD !. got a SEVEN seater de taxi stopped at taxi stand (x hahah . thn we took it . && it took us like freaking long in the cabb bcos its jamming outside ): hahha . thn derrick kaobei me . hahah . thn whadtever loh . reached parklane . derrick paid all sia (x so cool luh !. hahah . lol . thankew dear ((: thn went pooling (((x aunty actually dont allow bcos she say got police opposite . but in the end also we cann go in . hahah . we told aunty play short one . 1hr plus . hahaha . lol . thn one table nia loh . lol . yangzhi , derrick , gary & jian an . all 15 yrs old . only i 14 ): hahah . lol !. thn bluff luh . say i also 15 . hahah . lol . thn play . learnt loh . my stupid son . laugh at me ): bcos my hands v. weak mah thn cannot play ): LOL !. thn playplayplay loh . hahah . SO FUNN cannnnn !? laugh & laugh ((x LOL !. thn finish le . derrick pay again (x so gd uh . wahahha . thn rushed to MRT . mrt-ed baq to sk . bcos need to go gary hse take the stuff for bbq & buy stuffs also . thn no time . so didnt play pool for long !. hahah . but i still enjoy (((x ask me for further details alrights (((x i wanto come play pool with son & ppl again ((((((((((x SO FUNNNNNNNNN !. LOL !. thn saw huiting`xinyu`her sister`fadhil`faiz`bala`james`oneguy`zul. thn son , derrick , gary & jian an went off to gary's hse . didnt tell me !>.<> superrrr funnyyyyy bodoh` thn reached the shelter . jitao suddenly got alot of ppl thr . hahhaha. LOL !. BESTEE they all , all thr (x thn rain very heavily -.- thn mr see& jian an went to buy indoor bbq pit. hahah . so kind hor ?! wahahahah . mr see is the best (x LOL !. thn play & play . thn eat & eat . my stupid son so so so bloody darn naughty cannn !? wahahah . he said he only eats crabstick . hahah . idiotic . thn we fight & fight (x so fun luh . just dont feel like elaborating only . wanto knw about all , thn ask me loh (((: thn all the guys take off their cloths -.- no pack de also take out . buey paiseh (x hahaha . thn gekhee , billy came . woah . dhis bbq got 19 ppl sia (((: FUN !. thn at night , xinyu&her sister&huiting & fadhil went to sea . i didnt tagged bcos i dont wanto be LIGHT BULB (((x LOL!. thn stayed under shelter with son&besteee they all (((: thn stupid besteee !. keep hitting my butt luh !. idiotic !. pervertic ! luckily we are open . if not i'll sue him . wahahah . LOL!. thn slack bcos raining v. heavily mah thn cannot bbq ((: thn son& the guys were all like cold chickens . hahahh . all so cold sia. luckily i brought jacket along but its still v. cold ((x hahaha . thn son on the LIANGSANPOR yu ZHU LI YE de song ((: thn bestee say he sing guy's part thn i sing girl's part . hahahah . too baddd i got sore throat . if not i would have sang (((: bcos im so thick skin deee (((: thn very funny loh . bestee go burn paper thn we called it campfire night & we sang campfire song ((: so funny right !??! wahahahha . we are darn closeeeeeeeee luhhhhhh ((((x thn i jitao ki siao . all cannot tahan me. bcos i sore throat thn i say i wanto sing song for them . thn all bth ((x so funn !. told you im gonna disiao them !. hahahah . thn i sing . thn gekhee ask me go jogging with him -.- bcos he very cold . hahahha. tht doggy !. hahaha. lol . thn i sing power ranger & twinkle twinkle lil star (x hahahha . was really darn fucking funn luhhhh . seriously cant deny it (((: LOL! . thn besteee& derrick keep offering me ciggs bcos i very cold & i oneweek plus nvr smk liao . budden i cant bcos son is over thr & stupid dear didnt wanto give it to me too )): hahah . thn son dont allow me to smk mah so cant loh . if not he'll get angry . ilovemyson so much . i rather give up smking luh . hahah. && im gonna quit it oneday . I PROMISE YOU !. (((: thn mommy called . she say she'll fetch me aft she finish playing majong . thn ohkay loh .im so happy . bcos at least i cann stay longer . mommy dont allow me to ton )): thn xinyu's dad came . thn she say fetch me home ): so tagged loh . hais . thn left at 12+ 1 am . ahahah . if i waited for mommy . i could have gone home ard 2am man!. hahaha . nvm . at least my dearest son is kind enuff to send me to xinyu's dad's taxi ((: && i hooked on to my son's hand ((: hahahha . sorry luh . i was tooo cold so bth thn hold de (((: moreover he's my son . whad cann ppl say bout it man ?! waahhaha` thn msg-ed son . thn bestee prank called -.- luckily i was smart enuff to not pick it up (((: wahahahah . seriously i love my ONE&ONLY son ((: he's so darn cute & caring luh . i treasure him SO SO SO MUCH luh` LOL !. anyway , i enjoyed this bbq ((: its the MOST WET & RAINY & FUN & LATE bbq i EVER attended in my WHOLE LIFE (((: iloveyou ppl !.
19 12 06 woke up ard 12 plus . thn headed to JOHOR (((x wahahah . me & sister only you knw ?! how funn cann tht be man !. wahahah . thn blahblahblah luh . thn curse tht bloody rain luh . flood everywhr is not enuff & even wet mysister&my whole BODY luh !. hahah .& the worse part was !. i was wearing jeans pant -.- idiotic uh !. thn reached luh . wahahah . thn shopped the whole shopping mall untill it went UPSIDE DOWN (((: && my jeans hasnt dry yet ): unfair !. my sister's had alrdy dried long ago ): wahahha . thn shopped & shopped . guess whad !. johor also got restruarant called vivo -.- how lmao !. hahah . thn went thr to eat . ate spaghetti & its was freaking cheap luh . wahahha . lol . thn went shpping . so funn !. i simply love my sister ALOT !. hahaha. bought SOME christmas present thr ((: i swear it was EXPENSIVE . really!.hahaha . but i still bought it . only for ppl tht worth it ((: wahahah . LOL !. wanted to buy son & bestee shirt but none looked nice & it quality sarks !. hahah . thn went to look ard & saw boxers (x hahah . knwing tht we're quite open . wanted to buy them quick silver's boxers but dont have two ): IDIOTIC !. i was so freaking pissed off alright !. hahah . LOL !. && sister bought 3tops & some stuffs (: && i bought 4tops & 1 tube dress & 1 bottom ((: was looking at causal foot wears . wanted to buy but after converting , it doesnt worth (x ahahha . && guess whad ?! afterall i only spent $195 on my stuff & sister spent $150 on hers . quite cheap right !? though its three digit singapore dollar ): hahah , but still , quite cheap !. hahaha . LOL !. but im broke now ): wahahha . LOL !. thn went home ((: llalalala ` this johor trip is superrrrr duperrrrr niceeee& funnnnn !. its really more thn typing loh . cnt express it all out just by typing (((: ask me man !. hahahah . i will b MORE THAN willing to share with you ((: && everyone !. i've bought all your christmas presents ((: llalalala` ilovemy sister !. isabelle you rawk !. (((: LOVES <3
20 12 06 staying at home )): bcos im sick )): curse the rain man!. hahah. having cough&flu&fever . aint i pathetic enuff )): show me some love man . hahahha . LOL !. thn wento cp at night . met darling ((: she told me she saw tht fcuker with her sister& cousins ((: hahah . i was so darn pissed off man. hahaha . thn was darl went baq bcos we talked for v. long . hahah . thn i sat at mac with mommy&sister (: i guess i saw tht fcuker with her cousin !. hahah . thn LRT-ed home ((: thn guess i saw tht fcuker with a guy& her sister& cousins at allea . disgusting BITCH !. hahah . im just so fcuking disgusted man !. bcos its really disgusting . LOL !. SLUTTY luh !. act onlly . walan eh . now ahlian sia !. LOL !. come eh !. come luh . LOL !. CMI sia ((: tsk tsk tsk` if you wanto ask your sister or cousin come , i BWG . && if you wanto ask your cousin's frnd to add me in frndster just to make me upset bcos she's who's who . let me tell you , i dont give you a FCUKING DAMN about it alright . do you think i will be & go as low class as you ?! FORGET it luh . wanting to knw ppl& act kind in front of them bcos you want them to help you to go against me ? seriously , you are tooo childish for it luh . FCUK OFF luh . && delete me for all you want in frndster luh . i dont need either you or your cousin in my frndster list . ohplease!. & like i offended your cousin for god's sake . I DIDNT luh . its all your words to her & acts luh . BITCH (((:
21 12 06 stayed at home whole day . thn smth happened , called in denise's fone& conference with kendre haopengyou ((: LOL . thn talk talk talk loh . steady dont knw is who . LOL . thn hang up . siansss bodoh` moody luh . ask me if you wanto knw . hais . thn met baobei loh . hahah . talked on the fone with felicia they all . hahah . funny ((: LOL !. thn baobei , felicia & joanna waited for me at my block dwnstairs (: thn LRT-ed to cp . went to popular . bought my A-MATHS book (: thick ): hahahh . thn the stupid person makes me SO FURIOUS luh !. me & baobei got so dulan . hahaha . thn went to top up . & baobei sent me home . woah i jitao dulan . the mrt eat my two card de money sia bodoh . one is adult& another one is mine !> fcuk fcuk fcuk luh !. gllb !. hahah . LOL . thn baobei went baq to RM. hais sian . wanted to go thr too . but baobei dont allow bcos they settling taiji ): sadd !. i so want to go loh . hais !. hahah . was telling baobei , i wont chupqiu de . only will help pueh nia . hahhah . stupid . lol . llalalala` && my flu sark !. spoil my voice & i lost the sense of taste ): hahah . pray for me tht i'll get well soon man ((; LOL . thn msn with nana precious (: thn she was like insulting her . hahahh . i mean tht fcuker's cousin's frnd . hahah . & nana says she looks like a SLUT (x no . i mean hooker (: hahahah =x whadtever -.- nana curse tht fcuker& her cousin to go into IMH oneday (x hahah .& tht she'll not be surprise . hahah !. ME TOOO!. hahah. im like so looking forward to christmas ((: working on eve with cousin . christmas itself wit shihan & wanyi & joyi bah. hahah. its gonna be fun i guess ((: wahahahah` bcos im BIAOJIE mah !.. SHY SHY >.<
hais . seriously , sometimes you guys gotta understand me too . as in i knw how much i hated her & things tht she'd done is unforgivable . i dont wanto loose such gd sister&haopengyou like you two bcos of these . haopengyou , you told me its my choice . yeaps i knw how much i hated her bfore . but whad im doing now , is smth a christain shld do . to forgive&forget . i knw its difficult for you guys to accept this . i confused my feeling with the truth too . but whad cann i do ? understand me too cann ? PLEASE ? i seriously dont wanto loose sisters&gdfrnd . esp you . my HAOPENGYOU & patient . you were by my side whn i got trouble with her . but smtimes i just feel she's too pitiful& my heart breaks too . understand me please (: its my job as a christain to forgive her & tht i also dont want anymore enemies except for tht fcuker luh . LOL . LOVEs ((:
